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Dance of the Elemental Forces
(Exercise 2) & Discussion - Part 2
By CinnamonMoon
CinnamonMoon:
Thank you for sharing this,
Earthwalker...it is *exactly* what I wanted to see coming from
the Dance. While your senses are just starting to function on
this level, it does give you an introduction to reading the
energy signatures of the elemental forces (and the cross-quarters
too). It's skeletal initially and that's quite normal. The more
you repeat this Dance the stronger your recognition becomes.
Your senses keen and quicken and their voice rises up in you
to become quite apparent. So keep doing this exercise until
you feel saturated with the sensations and could tell which
element were touching you with your eyes closed. It will become
one of your most major tools in the pathwork that will grow
with you. Bravo!
But...I've got a couple comments
to make about the Dance itself for you too. (Naturally!) Let
me begin by saying the heavy energy you've been getting a read
on this past week is most likely the war. You have a strong
emotional view on that and the weight of the war is deeply felt
by your spirit. I must agree that's what was happening. You
called that one well.
I would like to see you spending
a longer period of saturation time with each of the elemental
forces to know them better. I got the feeling you Danced this
just a tad too fast. You might want to try working with them
one at a time. I believe Northernwolf suggested that in a post
to you and I think he's quite right. It would allow you to do
a much more indepth study that way. Perhaps reducing the effort
of several future Dance sessions down to just four of them that
way. I know you're anxious to move past this part but it can
be quite fascinating if you open even more to it.
I will say that the impressions
you picked up on so far are very good and quite accurate. It's
very common to have a couple senses that are strongest but in
this way you hone the others too and learn to bring them into
unity as if they were a single function. At the same time you
can learn to work from any of the sensory perspectives if a
situation deprives you of the others and still read the signatures
because they are familiar to you so this is a powerful exercise
in many ways and you'll use
those talents later throughout just about anything you're going
to do and on all levels.
As I've mentioned before, the cross-sections
of the Wheel are the merging of energies, those that move the
energy flow of the Wheel itself along and they are transitional
points like a vortex. It seems you grasped them very well. Still
I would rather see you not merging them until you have that
saturated essence of each element and its purest form down clean.
The subtle shifts need to be better defined and that tells you
the pace of the energy flow as well so try to keep the two separate
for now if you don't mind. Just a little while longer. You will
know when it's time to move on to be marked by each sense functioning
at full capacity with the elemental forces. Interface is a great
term for the cross-quarter energies and what they do! The foundation
of each element will lend even greater insight into the cross-quarter
signatures too.
The hollowness that you felt moving
between the worlds was the axis. It was centered within you
and that's the "tube" portion you felt...we call it
becoming the Hollow Bone and it's what you strive to achieve
to channel Source Energy through yourself. Well done there even
if you didn't understand it at the time. When you encounter
it again you'll sense it for what it is. The Void is to be within
Spirit.
Yes, each elemental force has the
ability to cleanse and purify us. They are the purest forms
next to Spirit. The sensation of being swept clean/Air, burned
clean/Fire, washed clean/Water, and reborn/Earth is what you
should experience.
Pushing away the images in the Lower
World is good. This time anyway. In a Dance of this type the
essence of the element is what we want to achieve and visions
are distracting. It's good you want to go back. These same Guides
showed themselves to you and thus they will wait for your return.
That would be a journey in itself and I'm not surprised to hear
you intend to go back either.
The aftermath of your grounding
(releasing energy) and centering (calling it in) needs definition
here. We center to start and ground to finish. Just FYI. The
calm peace you felt and the unity of self is what you should
have felt. This exercise, when mastered, becomes very fast paced
and as the symbology, the energy signatures, and your mastery
assimilate themselves you'll find you can do it all in 7 deep
breaths. This is how I center morning and evening. I take it
in and ride it all day and all night. The grounding is no longer
necessary in this instance since I flow with the energy and
can step in and out of it at will. You'll get to that point
and my guess is you'll do it rapidly.
If your sense of smell is poor (spiritually
speaking) then try working that one more. It's just slow to
come around as you seem to prefer other senses more. This is
normal for all of us and as I said earlier we all have some
strong and some weak ones. It just takes practice. Sometimes
they just don't come around at all for us and the others compensate.
Whatever develops for you is right for you and you should never
compare your abilities to others. Only to your own progress.
If you can work smell well in your
imagination it will certainly develop spiritually. Imagination
is the first door to imagery, which escorts us through the portal
into the dimensional realms where the imagination becomes a
constructive tool at times or is set aside to absorb the present
reality of the moment. Both
methods apply at their appropriate times. You'll get a feel
for when that should be as you learn to sense the shift between
imagination into alternate realities.
At least you're seeing which senses
are strongest for you. This is good and something that's important
to be aware of.
"Cinnamon et.al. On another
dance after you had said I was being called to dance. I dance
and got all Native American images around the wheel and at the
end I got really frustrated and indicated to Spirit I needed
more than just these images, I needed to know more. Actually,
I was quite angry. I looked down at my hands and saw intense
bluish purple energy pouring into them from a source that was
somewhat darkened and far away. I am not sure what the energy
or source was. Any idea? Because
of the darkness or the mystery of the source I initially felt
I should be scared but I wasn't. Any ideas?
" Yes, this is most likely sourced
with your Guides and what I call "downloading" though
it takes many forms, you were being fed the information. It
will go cellular first, then rise up through you to consciousness
as you grow and develop. The "knowing" will come over
you and you'll recall that it was spiritually fed to you. It
could also have been directly from Spirit. Just because something
is dark does not mean it should create fear. Sometimes Spirit
envelops us in darkness so we can get creative. I was always
taught that the pitch darkness was my easel to dream with. In
that dreaming we weave life or that which comes into being so
we can live and become our dream. That's more than likely what
you were encountering here. The color of the energy indicates
a higher form and indigo is directed from the Creator. It correlates
to the Crown Chakra too...where we are fed from Spirit. Going
into your hands it entered and began to circulate through your
system. A good thing. *Smile*
"Where do I need to go for Dance
of the Element #3."
Back to Dance of the Elements
#2 (your version of course!)
Earthwalker:
Cinnamon,
Thanks for the input. However the timing suggests you were up
very late. I hope youre are feeling a little better.
So
keep doing this exercise until you feel saturated with the sensations
and could tell which element were touching you with your eyes
closed. It will become one of your most major tools in the pathwork
that will grow with you. I would like to see you spending a
longer period of saturation time with each of the elemental
forces to know them better. I got the feeling you Danced this
just a tad too fast. You might want to try working with them
one at a time. I believe Northernwolf suggested that in a post
to you and I think he's quite right. It would allow you to do
a much more indepth study that way. Perhaps reducing the effort
of several future Dance sessions down to just four of them that
way. I know you're anxious to move past this part but it can
be quite fascinating if you open even more to it.
I dont
think I am anxious to move past this. I danced this just when
I was waking up. I think this time is the easiest time for me
to go into realms that I havent explored before. It is
an interface between the dream world and the mundane world and
a time when it is easier to cross between the worlds, at least
initially for me. I just dont usually have a lot of time.
You were absolutely right I danced this very quickly, less than
5 minutes where a normal dance I spend about 30-60 minutes in.
I will definitely go back into each element. I liked feeling
the elements and think I could easily distinguished them from
one another already. But I do need to go back into each and
truly feel each more fully.
As
I've mentioned before, the cross-sections of the Wheel are the
merging of energies, those that move the energy flow of the
Wheel itself along and they are transitional points like a vortex.
It seems you grasped them very well. Still I would rather see
you not merging them until you have that saturated essence of
each element and its purest form down clean.
I know
you dont like dancing the interfaces initially but at
least when done initially they help me break down the elements
into their respective components. What I do best in life is
to trouble shoot (to analyze). I see a problem whether it is
with an analytical method, a failure occurring with a piece
of equipment or a conflict between individuals. To resolve it,
one needs to break apart the obvious into its respective parts
and assess how each interacts with the other. In the mundane
world, for the past 30 years, "the interface is my beginning".
To me
after, at least, observing the interfaces, it is easier to go
back into the pure element and truly understand it (as well
as its interaction). However, I agree I do need to now go back
to the pure element to fully appreciate it and will. I dont
disagree with you and think most people do need to get the bases
down first. I just fine an analytical approach easier to start
with so I can define where I need to be. I personally just learn
better by pulling things apart. I believe it creates an environment
where curiosity take overs (with its more intense energy). Curiosity
creates a more intense learning environment for me. Once I understand
the interaction I can go back to the basics and truly appreciate
its component part and want to delve into each and understand
each even at the molecular level. It is just me. Curiosity entices
me into something and then I learn the basics. If I couldnt
see the end or the chaos, I would never be curious enough to
start at the beginning. The hollowness that you felt moving
between the worlds was the axis. It was centered within you
and that's the "tube" portion you felt...we call it
becoming the Hollow Bone and it's what you strive to achieve
to channel Source Energy through yourself. Well done there even
if you didn't understand it at the time. When you encounter
it again you'll sense it for what it is. The Void is to be within
Spirit.
No I
didnt understand it at the time but felt it probably was
such after thinking about it. Actually the bluish-purple energy
was also from a similar source since it was just dark movement
but one that did not create fear. I didnt have the feeling
of the hollow bone at the time to fall back onto. It was darkness
too; the two are different but somehow connected.
Going
into your hands it entered and began to circulate through your
system. A good thing. *Smile*
OK,
but does it have a purpose? And I even know your answer. Ask
your guides (Smiles).!
After
each of these experiences I am always left with one major question.
How do you prioritize the dances (just based on feelings)? I
can and want to go in so many directions and want to explore
each more deeply but there always remains the problem of time.
What is the order of priority. I do feel the elements are important
right now but so are the guides, so is the purple energy, so
is melding, so is going with guides into the cosmos etc. , etc.,
etc. How does one know which is most important to pursue in
the present time? How do you know what is important enough to
pursue in the Spirit world as it open up to each of us. There
are so many ways to go and to explore. How do you differentiate
between those that are just observations and those that are
needed to be delved into more deeply. Could we possibly start
another thread on this if it is a commonly asked question? Thank
you for all the input. Please let me know if there are things
that shouldnt be posted. I am never sure how much to post;
but since I am just learning I do hope feel this was appropriate
and hopefully helpful to others. If not, please let me know.
Lady Athena:
Cinnamon!
It really does make sense. I say thanks for the information/suggestion,
I will do the regression - soul retrieval. Do you think I better
/ can do it myself or with assistance? Or a leader? Well, what
do you think would be the best? THANK YOU!
CinnamonMoon:
Good Morning EarthWalker,
I'm always up late.
"You were absolutely right I danced this very quickly,
less than 5 minutes where a normal dance I spend about 30-60
minutes in."
That is telling me how little weight
you were placing on it. The elemental forces (not the interfacing
of them) are the cornerstones of everything you will be working
with on this path. First there is Spirit, the center of the
Wheel and axis on which all else is balanced. From there the
four elemental forces define the manifestation of Spirit through
the physical reality linked to the spiritual reality. Without
understanding this there is nothing. They are the primaries.
"I liked feeling the elements
and think I could easily distinguished them from one another
already. But I do need to go back into each and truly feel each
more fully."
Definitely you need to go back. You've
only tipped the iceberg. They are much more than you are taking
in and that is vital information you are bypassing right now.
Through these forces we have the link to everything that exists:
seasons, cycles, patterns, form. Components of the whole, they
bring the manifestations, changes, transformations, and enlightenment
into being. Their energy signatures MUST be fully understood
or you go through the Dances half blind, confused, and questioning
everything. By understanding them everything else starts to
make sense.
"I know you dont like
dancing the interfaces initially but at least when done initially
they help me break down the elements into their respective components."
I understand it is your way of doing
things, however for most people this is a high risk factor and
brings huge problems into play so you will continue to hear
me say no to this. When you are an exception
to a "rule" that must be taken into consideration.
Some people are like that. But here at Spirit Lodge, in a public
forum I'm going to be a stickler for the rules per se because
we have many people reading posts and not partaking in conversations
that can easily be misled. So IMO it's important to address
that issue each time it comes up. I do not want to be responsible
for misconceptions or placing others at risk. Most people learn
to swim from the shallow water rather than jumping right in.
"OK, but does it have a purpose?
And I even know your answer. Ask your guides (Smiles).!"
Youre so right! Actually you
were downloaded in response to the question you'd asked. Now
you must seek your Guides to see how that applies to you and
learn to upload it. You were "fed" answers and must
learn to interface according to your nature (assimilate it).
You see, just as you have defined how you learn here, Spirit
is working with you on your terms. Have fun! Enjoy the process.
"After each of these experiences
I am always left with one major question. How do you prioritize
the dances (just based on feelings)?"
Well the basic cornerstones and method
of contact is fundamental stuff. Once that's down the Wheel
opens to you with other doors. You have to go through the first
series to get the hang of Dancing and after that it becomes
a matter of knowing where to go for the answers you need. You'll
know where to go when you understand the essence of each elemental
force, the lessons taught in that realm, and how to work with
the entities that inhabit it. You have to find your introductions
and that comes through your Guides you meet along the way. It
all comes together simultaneously so taking things one element
at a time keeps you from the overwhelm.
The Wheel itself is basic and simple
but what it contains is very complex since it holds all knowledge...or
the paths to that knowledge. The center stone/Spirit is the
hub to understanding and enlightenment. From there you move
to the next circle...elemental forces and the male/female, aggressive/passive
energies. From there you move to the world arena, the stones
that teach us the way of things, and that is encircled by the
universe itself...the body of Spirit.
We're starting this exercise from
the ground up. The Seven Sacred Directions are named as such
for a reason. Without them nothing makes sense. Once you've
saturated yourself with understanding them fully everything
else falls into place. You can't get to the end without starting
at the beginning. It doesn't work that way. You'll only end
up backtracking and wasting time. You're creating your own roadmap
in the process and it's vital to the remaining work that will
come your way.
"I can and want to go in so
many directions and want to explore each more deeply but there
always remains the problem of time."
Time? Spirit gave you a lifetime
to explore this. It's not something you pick up overnight. It
is life itself and a way of life. You never stop learning. The
Wheel, and the directions it can take are unlimited in scope.
Each of us has a path to walk on it determined at birth and
as you explore it that path unfolds. You *know* where to go,
when to play with it, when to journey or Dance (there
is a difference, the journey takes you to a specific location
while the Dance reveals others along the way).
"What is the order of priority."
Fundamentals first. As they are
explored your Guides appear and direct you to where you need
to go. As you follow that direction your path unfolds and the
lessons appear when the time is right for them. Everything is
already in place for you and timed for your lifespan. It's woven
upon your path. The challenges are the lessons. Facing fears
helps you grow. Achieved you continue to the next challenge
or act of service along the way. With each step you take comes
enlightenment and understanding preparing you for what's ahead.
As human beings we are by nature
impatient and curious. We want the answer before the question
is fully formed. Learn how to do something and the why of it
will explain itself. Questions are wonderful tools. They bring
our attention to our most immediate needs and they tell us when
we are heading off track on things too. They create curiosity
and inspire us to satisfy it.
Your need to work with the interfaces
and then backtrack to the foundations is a prime example of
why your path is a bit longer, but you're able to compensate
for that with speed. Most people can't.
"I do feel the elements are
important right now but so are the guides, so is the purple
energy, so is melding, so is going with guides into the cosmos
etc. , etc., etc. How does one know which is most important
to pursue in the present time?"
The Guides, as I've said appear as
you need them. They will introduce you to your Teachers...showing
you the way. The energy is information and through your Guides
and Teachers they will show you how to assimilate it. Each Dance
is done with purpose if you are to be successful and focused.
A haphazard Dance is done to explore possibilities and potentials
or just vacation as it were...to see what's out there. There
are times that it is appropriate and it depends on the need
of the moment. Defined Dance is done for specific reasons, either
to expand growth and hone your abilities, discover your pathwork,
learn how you are to serve Spirit etc. or it is done to a ceremonial
approach to honor Spirit.
Once an issue is defined, let's
just say you're working on an ability with a specific Guide
or Teacher. Through the Dance you learned where you were to
go to meet with them...your portal or starting point. From there
the Guide or Teacher appears and will take you deeper. Once
that location is known to you it is "mapped" on your
perspective of the Wheel. You *know* how to get there. Then
instead of Dancing the Wheel to arrive you simply center and
journey to that location. The remainder of the Wheel is not
needed at that time.
"How do you know what is important
enough to pursue in the Spirit world as it open up to each of
us. There are so many ways to go and to explore. How do you
differentiate between those that are just observations and those
that are needed to be delved into more deeply."
This becomes evident as your understanding
grows. Right now you are in the chaos of conceptions and on
overwhelm -- interfacing if you like. But it's time to back
up now and get those basics down. You have to have the definitions,
symbolic representations, saturation of the essence to *know*
what is being conveyed to you. You have to understand the language
of each through your senses. So the starting point is the elemental
forces and three worlds as well as your senses broken down at
first and then merged into a Whole. In this way you find your
path, your place in the Web of Life, and through that understanding
you *know* the answer to where you need to go next. You know
when to sojourn for enjoyment, when to play, when to work, and
where to go for what you need.
Like I said before, you've just
tipped the iceberg. We're looking at 7 stones on the Wheel.
There are 36! 29 perspectives remain for you to explore and
you are still at square one basically because you've been interfacing
instead of taking things in from that starting point. It's a
backwards approach but now that you've tasted things you can
go back and gain the perspectives necessary. That's okay. It's
what you needed. It just takes longer.
In this manner you can see the pattern
of growth in cycles though. Through the fundamental understanding
things begin to make sense and you complete a cycle. Then it
comes full circle but this time you have more insight and can
get more out of the next cycle you pass through. So it continues
on with cycles within cycles, worlds within worlds, dimensions
within dimensions, universes within universes...all a part of
the whole, all a part of the Web of Life, all a part of your
lifetime moving you through it to know Spirit and your connection
through the axis...the Shamanic Tree...to become the Hollow
Bone and channel that energy that is information.
We are a universe unto ourselves
and the portal to others lies within us. We have to go within
first to learn to project out. We have to understand the spiritual
aspect of ourself to understand the spiritual aspect and interactions
with life. So the battle is with the Self...pushing past the
illusions of the physical reality to see that there are others
to explore and name and know. In this understanding we come
to see the parts of the whole within the macro and microcosms.
We see the Web of Life for what it is and learn there is no
definition to it, just the way we pluck the strings.
"Could we possibly start another
thread on this if it is a commonly asked question?"
If you feel you'd like to we certainly
can. I'll take it as far as you want to go with it and I'm sure
that others here will enjoy adding their views.
"Please let me know if there
are things that shouldnt be posted. I am never sure how
much to post; but since I am just learning I do hope feel this
was appropriate and hopefully helpful to others. If not, please
let me know."
This is fine. There has been nothing
you've shared that is not going to be part of someone else's
initial experience. Once you get into your more defined spiritual
role there will be a sense of silence to issues you know you
should not discuss in a public forum and by then you'll know
who to seek for clarification or direction on those. I addressed
this specific issue in the Welcome Center thread posted by MonSnoLeeDra.
It's entitled: How Does Spirit Speak To You?
Thank you for your wonderful questions.
I'm certain there are many others who have entertained them
and not been able to form a question around the concept. This
is very helpful to the community, Earthwalker, and as you take
your walk you bring light to many issues. A very good thing.
*S*
Earthwalker:
Cinnamon:
"That is telling me how little weight you were placing
on it. The elemental forces (not the interfacing of them) are
the cornerstones of everything you will be working with on this
path." Not true! when I wake up after sleep it is a time
that I like to try new things especially when I haven't been
able to achieve something else in a normal way.
All
new things have been introduced during this time frame by Spirit
as well. Unfortunately, this is the time when I have the least
amount of time to dance or journey etc. The mundane world sets
in rapidly. I am lucky if I have 5 minutes before tasks start
to set in. At night is when I find the time to dance but it
is often after being up for 15-16 hrs. and I am tired. Therefore
new paths are found in the morning or after sleeping and then
explored at night when I have more time.
I was
just excited to share that I had actually felt something. I
apologize if you felt I was wasting your time or lacked interest.
That was not the case. As for the thread on prioritization it
is not needed if others don't seem to have a similar problem.
Personally I have to choose to dance, journey, read, or dream.
I thought you might shed light on what should be the higher
priority since I cannot do all that I would like to. However,
I am sure the guides will show the way; they always do.
Lady Athena:
Hello
Earthwalker and all! You said : I looked down at my hands and
saw intense bluish purple energy pouring into them from a source
that was somewhat darkened and far away. I am not sure what
the energy or source was. Any idea? Because of the darkness
or the mystery of the source I initially felt I should be scared
but I wasn't. Any ideas?
Purple is Spirituality,
Psychic Enhancement, Healing, Power, Enhancement, Success, Independence,
Household Protection. It is considered as earth associated color
used in rituals and healing purposes. It is also associated
with feminine aspects of life. Female mostly wears purple clothes.
CinnamonMoon:
Earthwalker, I certainly
didn't mean to upset you but 5 minutes to Dance is not enough
to even really center well in the first place. It may be a time
for you to initiate a sense of matters but a Dance needs much
more focus than that even if you are "there" in-between
at the moment. You're calling in essences and your own senses
need to filter that. I wasn't trying to be insulting to you
intentionally. I was trying to point out that this is vital
to all that you will do with your pathwork. The elemental forces
are the foundation to all that you will encounter as you grow.
I apologize if you feel offended. I'm just being honest with
my opinions and at the moment I'm in a lot of pain. My computer
time is very limited under that so I may be rushing through
things and a bit blunt where I would otherwise be a bit more
tactful.
I understand that the best time to
Dance for you is after a long day and you're tired. It's like
that for most of us. However when it's done properly it energizes
you in the process and is actually quite refreshing. Work as
you see fit, and I did not imply you were wasting my time. I'm
here to help you understand and work with you as best as I can.
The internet is wonderful and allows for connections to be made
but it's not the same as being there in person and it is limiting
at times, so we have to make the best of it this way. I'm glad
that you did feel something and said so.
That's what you were supposed to
feel, and the more you do the Dance the more your senses are
going to strengthen their perceptions to convey things to you.
So you did well with what you got and just need to keep working
with it. You broke through another barrier and that's exciting
when it happens. I believe I told you that I thought you did
well with that. It's just that a 5 minute Dance sounds to me
as if there is little interest for the work. It's just not enough
time. You would need a good 20-30 minutes at it at the very
least.
You have to sift the essence slowly
and let yourself filter that information. As you do this you
learn to "read" the energy signature. It's the same
process for reading people, objects, divination, rituals, you
name it. So you are actually doing more than Dancing here, you're
training your senses to be alert and at attention. It's an exercise
that opens the senses up along with your consciousness and links
that to the subconscious to create a channel that also links
to your Guides and builds a strong portal or axis to work from.
It's very important. Again I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings.
It wasn't my intention, I was simply trying to make an impression
on you as to how important this work is. As for the thread on
prioritization perhaps it's the analytical nature in you that
likes an outline. As far as that goes, I'd say it's important
to get down the Seven Sacred Directions to create your foundation,
learn the essence/energy signature of the elemental forces,
and get a feel for that process through Dancing be it physical
or in a meditative state. That part doesn't matter. But these
are the cornerstones. Once you've completely embraced those
issues you can move on. It's going to take more than one or
two attempts to grasp this. From there I would suggest you journey
instead of Dance. You should have 7 portals (or more) and Guides
that wait at each one to meet with you. Journey to them, ask
what it is they have to share with you or show you and let them
take things from there. They will lead you to Spirit Teachers,
enlightenment, explain issues you struggle with, help you define
your abilities, train you, help you learn to hone them, and
polish you up just perfect. The Guides you'll be working with
know you very well already and are just waiting for that initial
contact to be made. Just look at the volumes of insight and
information that you've been given by Guides already! It's tremendous
and as you grow more and more of it will be sinking in and appear
to be quite logical as you come to understand it. It takes time
though and you need to keep at this. If you have to choose between
the Dance, Journey, Reading, or Dreaming, I'd say Dance first,
learn that process.
Journeys can follow anytime you need
more details as you can go to specific locations and work with
specific Guides that way. In a sense a journey is a mini-dance
of its own. Read when you feel you need to do research and Dreaming
comes through on its own at night. It is a matter of needs fitting
that priority and you have to decide what you need next. I started
this section to help people get a feel for the actual work and
away from purely dealing with theory and philosophy of the subject.
It's a hands-on approach and I think we've made good progress
with it. It's by no means over though and there is a tremendous
amount of insight to still be gained from Dancing. You've got
that down pretty well where getting to the Seven Sacred Directions
is concerned, but there are many different focus points you
can take exploring each one yet and you have by no means mastered
them. There are just as many aspects to a Dance itself, if not
more, and you've been exploring just one so the Dance will always
continue to teach you things throughout your pathwork and the
years ahead.
Journeys are for personal insights
into specific issues such as meeting your Totems, Teachers,
Guides and Spirit Helpers and being introduced to their dimensional
realms. The Dance serves to understand the energy forces at
play, the dimensions that pertain to them, the Guides who will
show you around, perspectives on issues that are complete and
broken into visual and sensory understanding so you can make
a good decision and much more. Dreaming is a classroom of sorts,
and in there you can work with your abilities and creative talent
to explore your gifts more readily. Thus when you wake you know
how to repeat the process in the physical sense and manifest
them in that reality. Reading is of course reading and a time
for taking in the theories or methods, learning new exercises
to explore, research and reference, and then finding time to
practically apply them. It all depends on your level of understanding
and the strength of your abilities as to what is or isn't a
priority.
See the Medicine Wheel and areas
of study as a university. You take many courses at the same
time fitting those studies in a little at a time until the end
of the semester you have a "feel" for the subject
in the 101's. The following semester you enter further studies
based on the information you have. It's a process. For now,
with this exploration, I'd say Dancing is a priority. It's revealing
many things to you, opening many doors. Later you can go back
to them and explore those that call loudest setting those priorities
for yourself as you see fit. You'll know if you need to go back
to something and get more information on it. You'll have to
decide if you have that fully accomplished or not, but from
my experience I'd say it needs a lot of work on the exploration
of realms end. There are still 29 other areas you haven't even
touched on yet within the Wheel itself. And there are still
areas of the Seven Sacred Directions you haven't taken in. Dancing
is not something that you pick up in a few tries. It's something
you may achieve in a few tries, but it takes a lifetime to explore
fully. IMHO.
So taking it one step at a time and
in a logical order is good. You can spread yourself so thin
trying to sample everything that you miss a whole lot, setting
yourself back because it means you have to backtrack to get
the whole picture anyway. This is presented as a spiritual landscape
(theory/philosophy) that needs to be explored elementally at
first. You need to explore the ground, weather, and resources
of that landscape one at a time to fully understand them. It's
not the interfacing that defines them, that just paints the
picture and often muddies things until you can break them down
and digest them.
Again IMHO and experience. Yes, your
Guides will show you the way and it is why you are meeting them
upfront. That's their job. They will take you to the places
you need to go. You can explore realms on your own too but it's
much better for you and the comprehension of them to be Guided.
My "job" is to get you introduced so that you have
that connection to work from. And then to help you decipher
what you experienced and clear up whatever questions I can for
you. But you have to be patient with me too. I work with a lot
of people and may slap a paw at them now and then for expediency
in making a strong point. It's very important that there is
a level of trust between you and whomever you choose to work
with. You have come to me on the side for advice and help and
I've been doing all I can to serve your needs there.
But you have to trust that I know
what I'm talking about and that when I give direction there
is a reason for it whether you understand that or not. I may
not always have time to define my techniques, but I assure you
that after 5 decades I know what I'm talking about and what
I'm doing when I ask you to follow an exercise or accept an
explanation. I love ... love ... debate and when I have time
for it I'll tear things apart from every angle there is, and
explore it to new levels myself. However there's a difference
between debating theory and foundational information that needs
to be assimilated and we need to focus on the foundations first.
Then the theories and expansions of them can be explored. You're
doing well, you've accomplished much, and I think you have tremendous
potential. You just like to peek ahead and some people need
that. I have limited time I can offer you so I'm trying to make
the most of it for you that I can. A 5 minute Dance struck me
as initiatory, not by any means complete.
You could spend hours with each element
and still need more. Each element has many facets to it, extremes
and shifts that take place. They all have currents and speeds
and capabilities that need exploration. Five minutes is not
enough. I am glad to hear you felt something but there's a lot
of work right there for you and you could spend weeks at it.
You see? If I get critical it's for your own good. Not mine.
Lady Athena, Yes, I think you can
do this by yourself if you just do it thinking things through
until you recognize an area that needs work. Then meditate on
it and listen to what Spirit tells you. Trust your Inner Spirit
as well. It knows what you need to do too. This is part of the
growth we all go through from time to time and it's a slow process
to unravel things but it's the best in the long run as you really
do examine issues deeply this way. You can call it soul-searching
too, it's basically the same thing, just a different term and
the technique is a bit more work but more effective too. Okay?
Earthwalker:
Cinnamon,
Thank you for all of your help. I truly do appreciate it and
will focus on the fundamentals. I understand your commitment
to teaching and sharing and that is wonderful. But note, Spirit
has pushed me along this path. I give as much to this path as
I can and get frustrated with lack of time. The bottom line
is however that I haven't had a full day to myself in 40 years
and
don't see it happening for the next ten years. I can only give
what I have to give and if that is not enough then it is not
enough. It is still all I have to give. Spirit will either need
to work within the times I have or wait for another time. That
is simply the reality of the situation. I hope and pray you
heal quickly and are out of pain. You never have to apologize
for your frustrations. We are all human and are doing the best
we can. I do thank you again for all of your help.
Lady
Athena, Thank you for your help with the purple color/energy.
I appreciate it!!
CinnamonMoon:
Good Afternoon Earthwalker,
You're more than welcome for the help I can provide you. In
this sharing I'm learning tolerance too as we both come from
opposite ends of this spectrum. There are areas that we've agreed
to disagree on and that's fine. We'll do it again too I'm sure
but sometimes I have to stand ground as well. Spirit has us
working together for several reasons and I'm seeing that more
and more. I am pleased to hear that you'll focus on the fundamentals
though. Just for now, like learning the elements of chemistry,
you don't go messing with lab chemicals without their foundations
being down. It's the same thing here. Then you can mix and match
all you want as you know the reactions you'll get doing so.
That's all this is.
I realize too that Spirit is pushing
you along this path, my concern lays in the things you may miss
that will be needed too. By going slowly in this arena we're
focused on, the rest will be expedited though and that's why
I keep harping on basics. It's the way I was taught by those
who had gone down the path before me...many teachers, and some
things given by Spirit thrown in, but I had to trust them and
follow their lead until I could take my own and I had to do
so without question. Now I know why. I know you are in a rush,
but don't be so rushed you blind yourself to essentials. That's
all.
In the time you have to give Spirit
will work with you, as will your Guides and other mentors such
as myself. Spirit can impact you with volumes of information
(like the dark purple energy episode) in an instant. It can
happen that way.
However, if you can give 20-30 minutes
to a Dance for exploring realms and cross-quarters, or revisiting
dimensional locations or receiving visions, why not for coming
to know the most basic and fundamental forces involved in everything
you will do in the future? You see my point?
I get frustrated with lack of time
daily. There just aren't enough hours in the day and the older
I get the less stamina my body produces. But I work with it
and try and that's the best I can do. Like you, I don't get
a full day to myself either and my life has been one devoted
to serving others so I actually feel guilty taking time for
me other than an hour or two here and there during the week.
I haven't had a day off in over a year nor a vacation in over
3 years and that was only 2 days. That's what Spirit is asking
of me at the moment or life is demanding. But I keep plugging
at it. *Soft smile* Impeccability at our efforts to achieve
anything is giving it the best we can give. No more. No less.
The best. That's all I ask.
Well, that and your understanding
that I learned things a certain way and have developed a style
of teaching over the years that works for me. It's how I learned
to share the most information in the most efficient amount of
time effectively. So in that I ask you to bear with me while
I lay the foundations so you can step up to the path you're
to walk in your own way and walk a path of your own making in
a style that befits you. I need to get those legs under you
first though and if we are seeing things in the same light it's
more efficient. Another situational reality.
Thank you for your well-wishes and
understanding my frustrations. I can get stubborn but that's
grown out of experience and I have reasons for sticking on issues
and not backing down that are well-founded even if I don't have
time to explain them. Hopefully I've managed to do so here a
little bit anyway. I'm learning many things working with you
and I knew the challenge was here the day you arrived. I accepted
that when I agreed to work with you, and I guess I'm just asking
you to work with me a little too. We'll both get more out of
it if we can agree to that. I will say that yesterday was a
rough one and I had been wearing blinders to my own need to
shed some really negative energy. You seem to have triggered
it and trust me, I needed that badly. Thank the Stars you saw
the light end of it. LOL There were others who saw much more.
For my lack of tact I apologize.
For the issues I raised I cannot. They needed addressing. I
think I got more out of that with the help of a very dear friend
than I had anticipated coming my way though. Thanks to her I
got back on track very quickly and feel like me again. I look
forward to sharing much more with you and I know you will be
making good headway all along your journey. You're set on a
fast-track, but we need to pace it all the same, just for now.
It won't be too much longer and you'll have your wings to fly
and be off and running in whatever directions Spirit has in
mind for you. Thank you for understanding.
Earthwalker:
Cinnamon,
You
can take out as much frustration as you need any time. You aren't
the first or the last person to get mad at me and I have always
remained friends as I know we will. I am interested in the fundamentals
and don't have a problem there and will re dance the dance of
the elements when I have time probably this weekend. I did have
to laugh though at your statement that follows, thinking if
you only knew?
Just
for now, like learning the elements of chemistry, you don't
go messing with lab chemicals without their foundations being
down. It's the same thing here. Then you can mix and match all
you want as you know the reactions you'll get doing so. That's
all this is. I remember my beginning chemistry lab when
I was at the university and I was sitting on a lab bench talking
to a bunch of other students about problems I was having with
an experiment. My lab instructor came over and politely requested
that if I took a lab from him next semester he would prefer
it if I took it at the beginning of the week. This would ensure
that he would know everything that could possibly go wrong.
He also suggested that I was probably sitting in acid and should
not consider chemistry as a career. I would drive everyone nuts
with endless questions and explorations. He punctuated his comments
with the request to please just do the work as instructed without
additions or modifications. To make a long story short, jeans
with holes were in and I became and worked as an analytical
chemist for about 30 years. (Smile) Please note I am not trying
to make light of what you are saying and I do listen and appreciate
your sharing your knowledge and your real concern for me. I
respect your knowledge completely as I do a Doctor, Lawyer etc..
Additionally, you need to understand that I am not questioning
your abilities. It is simply my nature to explore. Taking backroads
from point A to point B is not the fastest way but it certainly
beats driving on the highway. Anyway, onto the fundamentals.
Have a nice evening!
Cinnamon,
I tried the Dance of the Elements again for a considerable amount
of time, 30 minutes then again for 30 minutes. But I still cant
really get anyplace; most of my energy seems to be spent on
blocking out the sense of sight. In my imagination, it is easy
to see feel, taste, hear, and smell the elements but I cannot
cross over into the spirit world and sense while blocking the
visions. I think trying to focus on the element while trying
to eliminate visions and also focusing on each sense negates
one another or something (?). I therefore tried something else.
I focused on the sense and danced the wheel.
This
was much easier to do. I could feel the parallel waves of energy
in air, the vertical and spontaneity of the fire fumes, the
circular and curving of water waves and the solidity and heaviness
of earth while focusing on feeling.
While
focusing on smell I could smell the smells of earth in air,
balsam of the mountain sand the salt of the sea, the smell of
wood in fire, the smell of salt and the musky earth in water,
and the smell of decaying matter giving life back to earth in
earth.
Hearing
in air was listening as the wind went from the rustling of leaves
to the roar of wind as it rips through trees, in fire I heard
the hissing and the sputtering of fire and it power as it consumes
all in its path. In water I could hear the sounds of a gentle
rain as well, as the waterfall, and the waves as they pound
the shore. On earth I could hear the subtle mumblings and rumblings
of earth as it settles and shifts its mighty forms; the moans
and groans of the house and mountains as plates shift and all
resettles.
Taste
was more limited in air, it felt drying and also had a cooling
effect, in fire one could taste charred residue (carbon), in
water the taste of salt and herbs in waste (like rosemary) could
be tasted. Earth tasted gritty and thick but also tasted of
minerals and life.
I went
around the wheel again trying to saturate myself with each element
but it is so hard to block visions and work through each sense
I could not get anywhere but imagination. As I pulled all into
myself and moved upwards and downward I felt the same feeling
of the hollow bone. I then saw a black raven or crow come at
me and try to enter that space. It startled me and didn't feel
quite right so I blocked its entrance, pulled out of the semi
trance and grounded.
While
I know that focusing on the sense and then determining the effect
of air, fire, water and earth on that particular sense is not
the same as fusing with the element and sensing with all senses,
this seems the only way I can block out sight. I will just need
to keep trying with each element. It may be easier when I can
be outside dancing.
Thanks
again for your help. I hope the pain is starting to subside
and your foot is beginning to heal. I know how frustrating it
is when you cannot get around easily.
CinnamonMoon:
Earthwalker, I've been
doing a lot of thinking the past few days, issues have been
coming at me left and right to be dealt with and I did get frustrated.
I wasn't mad at you, Earthwalker, it was the 5 minute Dance
that triggered my need to look at things and do something about
them though. For that I deeply thank you. It was a blessing
to say the least and a lesson driven home too.
To the Community: I apologize for
my behavior, it was a lesson in being humble I needed to see
in myself. So in that sense a mirror was held up for me and
I have found the answer through Spirit. I can fix things and
I'm working on it here and in other areas of my pathwork. From
that I've cleared the space I was needing for other matters
to manifest too. It worked out just fine. So, hopefully I won't
be showing my naughty side much more in public anyway! LOL.
The point is I'm not mad, and I wasn't mad. Just frustrated
at not being able to get things communicated properly and recognizing
I was on a huge overload and it was up to me to resolve that
since I'd brought it on myself. That said, let me move on.
We're at square one with the Dance
of the Elements, down to fundamentals. It's exactly where we
should be so we'll take it from here in order and I think it
will create a very smooth path to follow for everyone needing
to find their way.
Spirit Lodge was born to help others,
to unite traditions and ways so we can all grow and develop
our abilities and understanding. Time is a factor for me and
I have to be efficient so I'm going to be presenting concise
material for those who are interested. Participants can follow
along, be active or inactive, and the choice is as it should
be...individually decided by all of you. I do not have the time
to take the scenic route, I've done that and vacations should
be set independently of the exercises at the leisure of each
individual. You're all welcome to share them as we go and we
can grow from that sharing as well. Please do that in separate
threads.
The Dance exercises are an experiment
to see if we can create experiential exercises that would lead
to growth and that has been accomplished quite well so far.
With so much interest in finding Guides and meeting with Totem
Spirits, we took that route initially. It proved highly successful
for most of the participants. Things just blossomed from there
giving everyone an overview of what the Dance can bring into
being for us.
We got a "feel" for the
Medicine Wheel. Now that we have that exploration in hand and
have come full circle back to the basics, it's time to take
them in order and restore the balance of this cyber Medicine
Wheel of ours. What remains is getting through the elemental
forces fully and we'll stay with that until the full scope is
a feeling of saturation and understanding of them. We're making
great headway. Through sharing our experiences the illustration
of how deep this goes is demonstrated. We can see what to look
for, what results we need to yet achieve, and we have a format
to find those results.
From there each person can work independently
on it if they need to. Individual difficulties that arise are
welcome for discussion and should be included in your posts.
We will continue to expand and everyone can work at their own
pace in ways they find effective. I have to go from point A
to point B to accomplish what I can as efficiently as possible.
With that in mind it's up to each individual to follow or do
as they please. I'm not here to be the leader, I'm here to share
and share I will.
This month the foundations of elemental
exploration will continue. Everyone is welcome to Dance and
share as much as they want to and can. Discussions should be
in the forum, and open at this point with no need to take matters
off the board with me. We're looking at the senses, the essences,
and understanding those without visions to distract us. This
should be more about accomplishing the specific goal and overcoming
difficulties doing that. It should be about discussing results
and clarifying understandings. With that in mind, this month's
exercise will be focused on those specific issues.
If you have other concerns or issues
to discuss regarding Dancing then I ask that a new thread be
posted for them so we can keep the exercises uncontaminated.
Many people like to save posts as notes to help them in their
journal work or use them as referencing processes. I don't want
to see them getting clouded with side issues so please make
new posts for those. Staying focused is an important discipline
in spiritual pathwork and it takes conscious effort to establish.
We'll be doing that too.
Under this new format for the Dance,
we'll find that it expands to encapsulate many areas of spiritual
work, Guides, Totems, Visions, Interpretations, Dream Lodge,
it's endless because we are working within the Medicine Wheel.
Expect experiences with melding and shapeshifting to be included
in this and we'll start new threads if we have to cover those
subjects in-depth. We are in a vehicle that is also a library
of wisdom and knowledge. We need to establish an understanding
of it to utilize it properly and to honor the sacred ways as
they are presented.
Each participant will find their
own methods along the way, a niche here and there, strengths
and weaknesses, and ways to adapt that work for them. Sharing
that will give others insight into answers to their own problems
and in this way lives will be touched as they need to be. Happenstance
will occur and we can explore it when it does...nothing is by
accident so I take those incidents as added lessons. I feel
this will bring harmony to our efforts and understanding as
the whole community is brought together to work together and
serve many different needs at the same time. How people choose
to work on their own is up to them and should be. But in the
forum we need a semblance of order and unified participation.
This is the best way I can see to resolve that issue. I thank
you for your attention to this issue and for your understanding.
I love you guys!
You don't necessarily have to block
sight from your Dance. It's not about not seeing the element
itself, it's the issue of allowing visions to interrupt you.
The focus has to be brought back into place. So you may find
that not fighting sight and shifting that visual focus just
a bit...a jiggle, no more...can help. Try to see the element...like
a flame and step into it that way. Look at it and see what it
has to show you about itself as a flame. Some people like candle
flames, others like bonfires. The choice there would be your
own. If working with each sense to take in the essence of each
element and doing several Dances that way works for you that's
fine. We all have to find our own niche through this. Just try
to stay to the main focus as you do this without side-tracking
and you'll make expedient progress.
Either your
stated method or the one I just suggested should help. Others
may be able to add to this too. These are the kind of problems
we need to openly discuss. You're not the first this has happened
to and you won't be the last; the need is there. It sounds like
you got a much better reaction this time too. I'm very pleased
to see that. You do need to continue with it. There's more to
take in. You've just tipped the iceberg here. While experiencing
the neutrality of the essence of each elemental nature, you'll
want to explore the positive and negative ranges slowly to get
a feel for how it's energy moves and thus understand the "signature".
Understanding each element with individual senses and allows
you to pick up on the element's "voice".
The range of energy allows you to
learn to "read it's tone" and in this unification
of both allows you to read the energy signature. As you develop
it there is growth in that understanding and it comes into play
with every other journey, Dance, or body of work you will do.
In order to work on a spiritual level the foundations of what
brings things into material being must incorporate the elements
and knowing them well is to your advantage. It's not about your
perceptions being better or worse than anyone else's might be
either, it's about how you perceive so you can understand how
your abilities work and what they are doing for you or trying
to convey to you. It will all come together. With the need to
not block your sight some of this effort you are putting in
should be reduced considerably for you now.
Yep, the pain is still there. I'm
not a good patient but I do have ice packs on it 24/7!! It's
starting to ease up but standing or walking on it is really
hard so I've taken to padding it with the ice packs and wrapping
a big fat towel around that! Hey it works great...sort of like
walking on a waterbed when it melts. LOL Thanks for asking.
Before I forget, please go back
and read Tink's post "Dancing with Fire" a new thread.
She gives a wonderful example of using your vision in this exercise!
Earthwalker:
To
all at Spirit Lodge, Yesterday, I was trying to put into words
my feelings about Cinnamon and Spirit Lodge. I was trying to
answer to myself in a concise manner what about this forum makes
it so unique. It is a beautiful site for which we have Silver
Eagle to thank (Thank you, SEDD). Yet, to me it is not only
about beauty, it is far more. This morning I woke up with the
following words of Kahlil Gibran on my mind. I am not a writer,
so I quote them here.
On Friendship
(Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet)
And
a youth said, "Speak to us of Friendship."
Your friend is your needs answered.
He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving.
And he is your board and your fireside.
For you come to him with your hunger,
and you seek him for peace.
When
your friend speaks his mind you fear not the "nay"
in your own mind,
nor do you withhold the "ay."
And when he is silent your heart ceases not to listen to his
heart;
For without words, in friendship,
all thoughts, all desires, all expectations are born and shared,
with joy that is un-acclaimed.
When you part from your friend,
you grieve not;
For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence,
as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain.
And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening
of the spirit.
For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery
is not love but a net cast forth:
and only the unprofitable is caught.
And let your best be for your friend.
If he must know the ebb of your tide,
let him know its flood also.
For what is your friend that you should seek him with hours
to kill?
Seek him always with hours to live.
For it is his to fill your need,
but not your emptiness.
And in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter,
and sharing of pleasures.
For
in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and
is refreshed.
Cinnamon,
All I can say to you in regards to Spirit Lodge is thank you.
Thank you for Spirit Lodge. Thank you for your openness and
your honesty. Thank you for all that you give. Thank you for
your showing us you humaness and your love. Thank you for your
friendship! Thank you for the friendship that you give to each
and every one crossing your path. To me true friendship is what
makes Cinnamon and Spirit Lodge such a unique place. There is
no greater gift that one can give!
Cinnamon,
You don't necessarily have to block sight from your Dance.
It's not about not seeing the element itself, it's the issue
of allowing visions to interrupt you.
This
I understand but at least for me right now in order to taste,
hear, or smell, I have to go to a much deeper level of focus.
Let me try to explain. Visions and even feelings (now) are easily
obtained by a simple change of focus. I can be very present
in both dimensions. More or less like writing or studying but
still hearing and seeing everything going on around you but
still being able to write or for students study. However, there
is a deeper focus we can go into.
It is
similar to the focus one has when you are so involved with writing
or studying so intensely that you dont hear people calling
you and you have mentally blocked out the physical world. In
order to be able to taste, smell and hear in the spirit world
I have to go into the deeper focus whereas seeing and feeling
can be at all levels.
The
focus has to be brought back into place. So you may find that
not fighting sight and shifting that visual focus just a bit...a
jiggle, no more...can help.
The
jiggle doesnt work just yet for me I think because of
the different depths of focus. Even when standing in the middle
of fire I start to see the images there with me. Lately, horse
seems to be of some importance. Therefore I am holding the picture
of fire in my mind, trying to focus on one sense taking the
time to focus very deeply on the sense and then mix the two
while also trying
to not focus on images. I then seem to need to come all the
way back out and start the process over for each sense. I cannot
say I ever really got passed imagination. However, when I focused
deeply on hearing first I could easily retain that focus and
move around the wheel without needing to refocus five time in
each element. Feeling and seeing are easier focuses for me and
they do fuse. I did see fire etc. I just left it out of notes.
Actually I saw as well as felt the differing direction of the
currents in each. But I couldnt get anywhere with the
other senses unless I focused on them alone. If working
with each sense to take in the essence of each element and doing
several Dances that way works for you that's fine.
I think
I may have to until these other senses can be as readily assessable,
in terms of focus, as is sight. It sounds like you got
a much better reaction this time too. I'm very pleased to see
that. You do need to continue with it. I will, it is sometimes
hard to find the time when you can completely block out the
world. The world has a way of crashing in even when you think
you have found some time. However, now that I understand the
feeling hopefully the focus required will get less intense over
time. While experiencing the neutrality of the essence
of each elemental nature, you'll want to explore the positive
and negative ranges slowly to get a feel for how it's energy
moves and thus understand the "signature". Yes,
I did going from rain to a waterfall to the ocean, hurricanes
etc. and realizing the effect of each element and felt its life
enhancing or killing ability. I just didnt post these
since they were primarily in the seeing and feeling realm merged
together. In this type of focusing however, I find it hard to
distinguish between realms of imagination and spirit. One carries
over into the other and I want to separate them, if possible,
at least initially. The reason being understanding and feeling
the difference between the two. With the need to not block
your sight some of this effort you are putting in should be
reduced considerably for you now. In time possibly but
for right now it would be like trying to understand a geometry
theorem in the middle of a circus performance. I cannot do both
as of yet. Sight followed by feeling overwhelms the other senses.
Even staying in the element in sight can be difficult. When
focusing on fire, horses keep moving through it trying to pull
me other places etc. It is easier to just block sight when trying
hear the element etc. Yep, the pain is still there. I'm
not a good patient but I do have ice packs on it 24/7!! It's
starting to ease up but standing or walking on it is really
hard so I've taken to padding it with the ice packs and wrapping
a big fat towel around that! Hey it works great...sort of like
walking on a waterbed when it melts
Sure
sounds like you are ready to go dancing? (S). Despite your inability
to be a good patient be careful, let it heal so you dont
re-break it. Before I forget, please go back and read
Tink's post. I did, thanks!! I know that is what you want
and I can do this in terms of sight and or pure imagination
but the other senses dont activate without going into
the deeper focus at least as of yet. However, I have at least
now felt the other senses (still minimal); hopefully they will
grow stronger I work with them more often. Thanks for all of
the advice and help.
CinnamonMoon:
Hi Earthwalker, Thank you
for your kind words and the blush they gave me. You're more
than welcome for any sharing and insight I can give you. We're
all here to do that and it's not me, but the whole community
that make Spirit Lodge what it is. The quote you shared was
beautiful. I do want to say that the difficulties you have with
these exercises are typical for many people and working through
them on the boards helps more than you realize. We accomplish
two things at once this way and I'm grateful you are willing
to do this in public. It's a gift to us all. Re: visions that
interrupt your focus through sight: I know what you're saying
about needing to go to a deeper level of focus. What I see is
two issues, one the inability to control your visions is a biggie
for you. To resolve that, ask your Guides to slow them down,
or to hold them back while you are doing an exercise. They will
comply. It's about communication in a way you're just now coming
to understand. If something is not working ask for help be that
spiritually or mundanely. It will come. Try this and see if
it works for you. Most times it does.
To stand in the essence of an elemental
force and just see that it's no different than standing in the
waterfall and just watching the water run over you, or standing
by a bonfire and watching the flames soar with everything around
it going black and obscure. It's choice. You have to choose
not to take on the visions of other things and control the focus.
I understand you have your methods
and I'm just suggesting things that may help you overcome the
difficulty. It's really simple but we complicate things with
our wandering minds until they learn to follow the pattern.
The mind will wander, it's as curious as you are. But it needs
to be trained to take direction instead of directing things
itself. Like an unruly child, we have to bring it back to the
issue/focus and keep doing that until it learns to stay there.
It takes time for some and is easier for others. Yes, the focus
to the Dance is deep. You do have to block out the physical
world. It is a trance state you are seeking. Total focus to
know the essence. That deep. Then when you are there you can
open your senses one by one while standing in that essence (spiritually
speaking) and just shapeshift through the senses one at a time
bringing it together in unison when you've gone through them
all...the Seven Sacred Directions relate to the senses too...the
7th is always you, whole, present, unified. The other 6 are
the aspects of that unity. You're learning to separate them
and then unify. It takes a lot of practice. But once mastered
it's a snap and so simple to do.
If the jiggle isn't working for you
just yet then keep working on it with that in mind and keep
trying it as you go. One of these times it will "click"
into place for you. We all go through this on some level. It
also sounds like you may be confronting a blockage and we'll
know more about that as time goes on if you can't make progress.
So far you seem to do well. We'll see. If you get images when
standing in the Fire go to the heart of it and BE Fire. This
is about being the sense and merging with the essence of the
element to sense it...know it...be one with it to understand
it. If you aren't deep enough to do that the images will come
at you and you have to push them back and go deeper. Once there
you can shift from one sense to another very easily. Horse is
coming to you as you are meant to be one who journeys and that's
the Shamanic Steed. Visions come easily for you, some people
spend a lifetime seeking just one or a glimpse. You're blessed
with this though it may seem a problem now you have the sight
and it's innate in you. You just need to learn to bring it under
control Your Guides will teach you that when you have time to
work with them one on one. The need you seem to have to go in
and out to shift sensory perceptions seems extreme to me. You
should be able to do that (once you are in there) by thought
and will alone. It's like flipping a switch...on and off, over
here, over there. Focus on that sense should shift it for you.
When you want to cross a room you
don't think about each muscle used. You walk. The body does
as you command it. When you switch senses you call on one and
it comes to you. Then you drop that focus and call on another.
It's there with you already so you shouldn't need to go looking
for it. Assume it. Be it. Shift focus on the spot. Try that.
I think the problem is a set form of perception you're taking
and this is about learning new perspectives. You have to open
to that desire to fuel your will. As you do this it does grow
much stronger and we want that to happen.
Here's your clue:
I cannot say I ever really
got passed imagination.
There is your blockage. You can't
get past the concept that this is all in your imagination. Let's
talk about that. The imagination is the key to the door of imaging/co-creation.
We use it to open the door and create a portal through an image
we design. Once we pass into the portal we step out of imagination
and into the image itself. From there we open ourselves to it
and the journey/Dance begins in earnest. We are in motion and
images come into motion around us. As we explore and take that
journey further we are in another dimensional realm. Form comes
from thought. Prior to that it is energy without form but yet
in motion. We pull it in through the energy present to take
manifest form (even if intangibly so) and that's the portal.
As the landscape begins to form on its own that energy is manifesting
for you and the dimensional realm comes into view. As you journey
through it you begin a natural mapping process to learn your
way around and find your landmarks. Once there you know the
way and can return whenever you like. The doors of dimensional
realms are created within us. This is why you hear that old
saying "if you can't find it within you will never find
it". Spirit resides within us. Internally and externally,
Spirit permeates. So we have to learn
to permeate the Self to merge consciously aware. You use imagination
as a key, but once used you have to set it aside and go beyond
that to the reality of the experience it brings to light. You
stay with the key in hand and you can't pass through fully.
This tells me you can't let go of it and therefore create your
own blockage. See? Perhaps you should Dance the Wheel with one
sense at a time if mixing them per element is too hard for you.
Just a jiggle that way would turn things way around. All senses
will eventually fuse, that's the unity we seek once they are
separate and defined consciously to saturation and understanding.
Like the cross-quarter experiences you have, if you don't separate
them it's chaos at first. Define and unify with focus. Yes,
the world does crash in on us at these times. Many recommend
shutting yourself in a room, taking the phone off the hook,
and hanging a sign on the door: "Do not knock, don't you
dare enter, unless there's blood go away!" It all takes
practice. You don't pick this up in one experience. It's a path
unfolding and you have to journey down it. You're excited and
trying to take it all in at once and we all do that. But you
need to see a need to slow it down and just go at your own pace.
You're not competing with anyone or needing to "keep up".
Do it as you can and when it's right things will work out as
they are meant to. Meanwhile you're still making progress as
things begin fitting themselves in place.
On a spiritual path, new to it and
with other conflicting concepts running in your mind, anyone
is going to need a good year just to get the basics in order.
You're moving right along and just need to not expect too much
too soon. Go with it, don't try to push or pull, just let it
happen. Imagination stops when the image takes form and you
focus on it. In that sense imagination melds into the reality
and you begin to experience it as it flows out from there. It's
not like there's defined line between the two other than the
stage you are at so separating them is not the issue, it's going
beyond one into the other and to do that you have to pass through
the transition (like a cross-quarter) and emerge on the other
side. As you do this you'll start to feel the difference in
the shift as it takes place. It's very subtle though, like a
feather falling, so don't expect it to be black and white. There
are grey areas everywhere.
"Sight followed by feeling overwhelms
the other senses." That's the starting of shifting senses.
Feeling is a sense. So you need to go into the feeling letting
the sight fade. Then from that into hearing letting the feeling
fade, from there to smell, taste, touch. The pattern is the
same. Eventually when each has been distinguished you bring
them together to read the element. When you work later on these
elements come into play and you need to instantly know which
is present fully or which needs to be drawn closer or which
is telling you something. This exercise will put that at your
fingertips. Ha, I may be mentally ready to go dancing, spiritually
capable, but physically it will be awhile. I need my red heels
for that and the break is on the ball of the foot. Maybe next
month. LOL. I'm treating it like a new baby though so it's responding
and with friends sending Reiki and other healing energies it's
doing remarkably well. I was off ice yesterday for 8 hours without
pain...until I did the dishes
and had to go back to it. Not bad though. Thanks for the thoughts!
As for what Tink expressed in her
post and your comment here "I know that is what you want
and I can do this in terms of sight and or pure imagination
but the other senses dont activate without going into
the deeper focus at least as of yet."
I see another clue: "in terms
of sight and or pure imagination"....are you equating sight
to imagination? More blockage! See imagination like a daydream...then
go through that to the experience it brings into focus. It's
just a curtain, an illusion that we use to get things going.
The key in the ignition turns the motor but then the motor takes
over and moves the vehicle. Yes, the senses do go stronger as
you work with them and that's what we're trying to accomplish.
For an initial attempt you've done
very well. Just keep at it and it will come.
Earthwalker:
Cinnamon,
I do want to say that the difficulties you have with these exercises
are typical for many people and working through them on the
boards helps more than you realize. We accomplish two things
at once this way and I'm grateful you are willing to do this
in public.
I have
no problem discussing the elements this way. They are not personal
as such. I just hope everyone just doesnt get completely
bored. As you know, I seem to approach things from an opposite
direction than most people on this site and I can be very dense
at times.
Sight:
I agree guides do what you request. Friday morning was a perfect
example. I woke up and was constantly having guides show up
while I was rushing around trying to get the wash in, the dishes
done, make the beds get Michael ready to leave etc., etc. I
am not complaining; it is kind of nice to see the white shaman
standing in front of you as you wash dishes etc.. However, finally
I just indicated to the guides that I would love to stop but
I could not right then, I needed to complete chores, go to work
and I needed to be able to concentrate on work not the spiritual
world. However, I did promise to dance that night despite the
fact that I was planning to get my income tax together. The
visions stopped and didnt return. I danced as promised
even though I really didnt feel like it. But I did get
initial reactions as discussed above. I just had to get up at
3:00 am to get my taxes together since I needed to leave by
7:00 to meet the accountant. I have never not kept that promise
and have always felt better after the dance even when going
in with less than optimal enthusiasm.
If
you get images when standing in the Fire go to the heart of
it and BE Fire.
This
is easy but this is what I am calling imagination and I think
possibly some of the problem is semantics. As an example envisioning
yourself on top of a mountain feeling the wind and feeling yourself
soaring on the wind currents. I am the initiator and can, feel,
see, hear etc. but I havent moved into the world of a
different dimension. I have not fused with those elements even
though I am one with it.
If
you aren't deep enough to do that the images will come at you
and you have to push them back and go deeper. Once there you
can shift from one sense to another very easily.
This
makes sense I will try!!
There
is your blockage.
After
reading the paragraphs you wrote on imagination, I think you
are absolutely right. Imagination is the blockage. Currently,
with sight, it is very easy to differentiate what I create and
what is being given to me. There is a subtle shift in densities
even in like dimensions. I am looking for that shift visually
when trying to use a different sense. Since I cannot differentiate
this shift like I do visually I am calling this imagination
while it may be a fusion of both.
You
can't get past the concept that this is all in your imagination.
I dont
think that all I experience is my imagination; there have been
too many validations of the intervention from Spirit for that
to be true. But I do try to differentiate between the two and
therein lies my blockage. What I have been missing and what
you have pointed out below is that they really are a continuum.
I needed the differentiation up front in order to accept all
of this as within the realm of possibilities and was given that
validation in terms of sight. However, I am focusing on the
differentiation as opposed to the experience of melding. In
the past I have experienced melding but not through my own conscious
initiatives. It just happened spontaneously. I have not actually
initiated that type of activity although have thought about
it.
Form
comes from thought." Prior to that it is energy without
form but yet in motion. We pull it in through the energy present
to take manifest form (even if intangibly so) and that's the
portal. As the landscape begins to form on its own that energy
is manifesting for you and the dimensional realm comes into
view. As you journey through it you begin a natural mapping
process to learn your way around and find your landmarks. Once
there you know the way and can return whenever you like. The
doors of dimensional realms are created within us. This is why
you hear that old saying
"if
you can't find it within you will never find it"
. Spirit
resides within us. Internally and externally, Spirit permeates.
So we have to learn to permeate the Self to merge consciously
aware. You use imagination as a key, but once used you have
to set it aside and go beyond that to the reality of the experience
it brings to light. You stay with the key in hand and you can't
pass through fully. This tells me you can't let go of it and
therefore create your own blockage. See?
Yes,
I do finally see and it explains my fear to move completely
through the portals etc. even when in sight. I felt that imagination
and spirit world were separate entities and felt a real need
to understand or be able to differentiate between the two before
moving forward. Viewed as a continuum, differentiation (that
I needed initially to validate the dimensions existence) is
no longer needed. Elimination of the need to differentiate removes
an enormous focus so that I can just experience the element
or dimension and sense as opposed to focusing on seeing the
subtle change.
Perhaps
you should Dance the Wheel with one sense at a time if mixing
them per element is too hard
for you.
I believe
I will still do this in order to spend some time in each and
the probable depth of focus I will need to go to.
Imagination
stops when the image takes form and you focus on it. In that
sense imagination melds into the reality and you begin to experience
it as it flows out from there. It's not like there's defined
line between the two other than the stage you are at so separating
them is not the issue, it's going beyond one into the other
and to do that you have to pass through the transition (like
a cross-quarter) and emerge on the other side. As you do this
you'll start to feel the difference in the shift as it takes
place. It's very subtle though, like a feather falling, so don't
expect it to be black and white. There are grey areas everywhere.
Yes,
but what I was looking for was validations like the dinosaur
appearing. Dinosaurs that I had no fore-knowledge of, that after
identified, showed me things that made sense but even more importantly
were validations to me that I communication was being made from
the world of Spirit. Validations would be much harder to get
from an element and in reality I dont need them anymore.
It is simply time to trust; I have been given enough in terms
of validation after validation. It is time to give back; trust
is a minimal that I can give. Thank you for your insight and
the above. I think I finally can move forward. The differentiation
requirement that I required between imagination and spiritual
realms was the blockage and I suspect it is gone. I will try
the dance again but probably not until mid-week. I need to assimilate
all of the above first. Thank you again for helping me see both
initially and helping me remove the barrier to be able to move
forward.
CinnamonMoon:
Thank you for the illustration
of your Guides response to your request to wait. Excellent!
This is easy but this is what
I am calling imagination and I think possibly some of the problem
is semantics. As an example envisioning yourself on top of a
mountain feeling the wind and feeling yourself soaring on the
wind currents. I am the initiator and can, feel, see, hear etc.
but I havent moved into the world of a different dimension.
I have not fused with those elements even though I am one with
it.
You can't be one with the element
until you do merge with it. You may begin by feeling them in
your created visual, but to spiritually BE the element is the
merging or shapeshift necessary. That's a point of total saturation
and what it means to "call in the elements" you call
them "into" yourself. Some call this "invocation".
"Evocation" sends it out of you and that's also how
we project our spirit.
There is a subtle shift in
densities even in like dimensions. I am looking for that shift
visually when trying to use a different sense. Since I cannot
differentiate this shift like I do visually I am calling this
imagination while it may be a fusion of both.
Note: This "shift" is not
always a visual and can often be sensed through any of our senses
thus we are feeling it differently. I've had it happen in many
ways at different times. So it's necessary to
recognize it with each independent sense just as the elements
are individually recognized. To achieve this as you enter each
element watch the cross-quarter and explore that. You're looking
for it once you get there but the shift is at the cross-quarter
portion. This means it's a brief recognition and then you enter
the realm. It's a point that can be strong or just a wavering
like a mirage on the highway in summer's heat. As you Dance
and shift dimensions through the Wheel it is a continuum but...but
there is a portal to pass through with each. Once you get the
hang of that you see the Wheel itself as a whole and a portal
in and of itself, another dimension in and of itself. Sort of
like a large university with many classrooms. The paths from
one to another are created as you move from one point to another
(one stone to another) and unlimited. They appear as you take
action and I'm getting *W-A-Y* ahead of these exercises. I'll
stop here for now.
We need to stay in place for the
moment. Yes, experience the melding. It is simultaneous, but
if it helps you, see that merging as a cross-quarter and while
it's happening use your senses as independent feelers to explore
that merge. This is the initiation of that on a conscious level.
We're intentionally exploring sensations. As you grasp each
one it naturally merges into unity with the others and you have
the overall "feel" of the element impressed upon you
to recognize that signature in or out of the Wheel.
Point in fact: We never really step
out of the Wheel because life itself is a giant Medicine Wheel
encompassing itself. This will transfer then in or out of a
shamanic trance, in or out of yourself, in and out of dimensions
and everywhere your pathwork takes you. You know it and whenever
or wherever it presents itself you'll know that element is speaking
to you to take in all its symbolic meaning and apply it to the
situation at hand. In essence, the element touches you in your
mundane life. You're faced with a trying situation and the element
is telling you what to apply to that situation to resolve it
simply by making it's presence known to you through your senses.
You sense it step up, come to the forefront for even a brief
moment...like a tap on the shoulder telling you what perspective
to take and what approach to apply. They work with us all the
time but you need to be aware of them, understand them, and
then apply that knowledge before you can use it properly. It's
all one, and this is just a peek at what it is for a shaman
to walk "between the worlds". It's a peek at why we
center ourselves daily to be aware.
To step into the natural flow of
that energy as a whole, as Source Energy, and be one with it
throughout our day. It is *why* we center and you're experiencing
the need to do that as a result of the Dance. It brings enlightenment
and understanding through experience. You are in the learning
process through hands-on methods here.
Personally I strongly feel the shift
from day into night (actually on all borders whatever they may
be) and I center at both times. It allows me to have clearer
insight and react better with the energy. That's just me. Not
everyone does that consciously, I just have a keen awareness
of shifts period. For me it's
an embrace. I feel it on all levels...even with time. I can
slow it down or speed it up. Like the course of Wind that is
gusting. You're just starting to see what your abilities are.
All of us have gifts unique to ourselves. It makes us unique...who
we are. Learning this through the Dance is time consuming, but
it's the only way I know to give you this experience in the
physical sense for validation. Once you get it down it's really
instant awareness and you really can accomplish all that we're
doing here in a matter of 7 deep breaths. To breathe in each
of the Seven Sacred Directions each breath takes in all that
respective dimension symbolizes to *you*. So I'm attempting
here to give you all of that in a nutshell through your senses.
It's the permeation of the essence
that is pure energy exchanged and the energy itself contains
the information you need...the signature. It's like downloading
a file into yourself. You take it to the cellular and sensory
levels and then absorb it through osmosis. Once known it's yours
and you assume ownership of that knowledge. Then you can (with
understanding that will continue to grow with you) begin exploration
of other issues and applications of spirituality.
Your abilities continue to grow on
all levels simultaneously through each experience you have.
It keeps compounding in knowledge and you're finally off on
your journey taking everything in along the way. This is when
you really get busy. It's a marvelous sightseeing trip through
life then and your eyes are more than open to all the nuances
that say so much.
Your Spirit Guides and Teachers are
working with you as guides and interpreters and a strong relationship
with them develops. At that point you are on *your* path and
free to break from whatever tradition you've begun with. You
see that these truths are present on all paths and a respectful
insight takes place. Tolerance is born. You understand what
your abilities are capable of and can apply them as needed to
enhance strengths and compensate for weaknesses. Rarely do any
of us function fully on all 6 pistons/senses all the time, but
we do find our state of balance with them such as they are.
We can then work the muscles to strengthen
our weak points, and we know what to apply and when to do it
as events take place or situations present themselves. In a
sense you are your own magic wand and you're learning to use
your Self as a tool. Spirit gave you everything you needed the
day you were born. This is the other 90% of the brain no one
knows what to do with...it's the housing unit for the wielding
of our abilities and IMHO what we are working with here...in
a sense. The other tools you find used in traditional settings
are just that...tools...they keep you focused and give assistance
when you need it but all you really need is yourself...and the
understanding of what to do with the Self.
Happy introduction!!! The senses
combine with our thoughts to bring things into manifest form
on spiritual levels or dimensionally. The energy reacts to thought
(our will or intention) and we sense it manifesting. Once manifested
spiritually and on a conscious level (visualized and focused
on) it can germinate for a time, sprout roots, and then begins
to seed itself...spiritually. That done (and it can be instant
or take time depending on the work you do and how you do it)
it begins to manifest in the
physical reality. We literally and consciously Dream it as co-creators
with Spirit. Later we become the Dream. In essence this is what
spell work is too. I know you don't like spells but you can
see here how they come into being. They aren't all bad. It's
the intention behind them that determines that along with our
integrity and respect for the free will of others and invasion
of that privacy. For this reason when we are going to work on
someone we respect them and *ask permission* either of the person
themselves or by addressing their higher self/spirit. To address
their Inner Spirit you have to get to it...you need to know
the way to journey to them. The Wheel is the vehicle that will
take you there but you have to learn to steer it in the right
directions first. You have to learn to drive. You see?
Elimination of the need to
differentiate removes an enormous focus so that I can just experience
the element or dimension and sense as opposed to focusing on
seeing the subtle change.
Yes, and you'll find this attitude
will support you along the way as another key to use on your
keyring when similar circumstances arise in other lessons. The
secret is learning not to try to re-write the lessons to suit
our fancy. They are what they are and will be what they will
be. We need to embrace them as such and work through them.
Validations would be much harder
to get from an element and in reality I dont need them
anymore. It is simply time to trust; I have been given enough
in terms of validation after validation. It is time to give
back; trust is a minimal that I can give.
Actually by assimilating understanding
of the elemental forces as we're doing here, they will become
validators for you. Once you learn to "speak" with
them (shamanic languages come to us through the senses and telepathically
along with our understanding of the symbology present in all
life forms and this grows with you). In this way we're prepared
when a situation you are questioning presents itself. Understanding
brings the trust about...you know you can trust...your Self.
The elemental forces are always present to validate truths or
warn you of pitfalls. So you'll be getting validations left
and right but in a new form that's all. Not always a visual
validation, there are many ways to receive messages in life.
All based on one of the Seven Sacred Directions in perspective
to understand everything else that follows...each relative to
a sense you possess already, each relative to seasonal shifts,
levels of maturity, perspectives, and merging with life itself
to fulfill a role necessary to sustain it. Thus a higher consciousness/awareness
is achieved and we're constantly striving to increase that as
we journey through our life.
These are just basics. You've quit
fighting them now and in that stopped holding yourself back.
They don't fit into the slots of the physical reality because
they are their own reality and you need to understand the laws
that govern each realm. That comes sensually to you, and the
mind needs to be trained to work with the senses. It's where
understanding shamanic ways begins and so we're laying the foundation
here for a whole explosion of arenas to explore.
That exploration from this point
out will be a merging of many levels and vary considerably from
person to person according to their pathway. That's when it
will really get exciting and be a lot of
fun...if you haven't pulled all your hair out by then. I'm only
partially bald trying to convey all this! I'm happy to see the
blockage is gone. You know as our path unfolds we find obstacles
along the way (things we don't understand are always lessons
to learn and placed there by Spirit or our Guides to initiate
the lessons), and we need to explore them. When we come to a
blockage, the inability to resolve progress, we need to see
that *we* put it there through our perspective and/or will.
It's only a couple different things that can block us. We are
stuck in a narrow-minded view that must be expanded. We have
experienced an event we do not wish to repeat and tossed our
proverbial hands into the air saying "never again".
In essence, we're putting a bit of
cement around another brick in our wall thinking we are shielding
ourselves instead of embracing the truth and moving past it
by releasing the experience as another lesson learned. Finding
the blockage takes a retrospective look at what has been to
see what is and is coming to be. Either we learn from it or
we repeat the process until we do learn. Lessons don't go away,
they just continue to present themselves in new forms until
they are driven home. Spirit is in the driver's seat too...we
do have a co-pilot...and when we learn to surrender our will
to that of the Inner Spirit's we're off and running. See, the
Inner Spirit has the map in its back pocket at all times. It
knows where we've been in past incarnations and those lessons
are the sum total of it's evolution to date. It knows where
we are each moment of the day...and why we're there. It knows
where we need to go to complete the evolutionary process...the
synopsis of our education is also in that back pocket. Learning
to trust the Inner Spirit's guidance through our senses, our
heart, and BE come who we truly are is what this is all about.
So there you have the battle of the Spiritual Warrior...the
battle that is with the Self. Once conquered you win!
Okay, now you can enjoy your journey
and I'm off this soap box.
Earthwalker:
Cinnamon,
Thanks for all of your help!!! This morning the dogs woke me
up about 3:00 AM and since I wasn't still really tired and the
house was relatively quiet it was a perfect time to dance. I
danced the dance of the elements without barriers for about
90 minutes. The answer is yes I can feel all of the senses in
each element and could start to tell the element by as you say
"their energy signature".
Certain
senses are stronger in certain elements. Seeing and feeling
are strong in all elements, sound became stronger in all. The
sense of smell being stronger in fire that in the other elements.
And the sense of taste being stronger in water than other elements.
Nevertheless they were all there. I will go back however to
try to increase their strength. After the dance I fell back
to sleep and woke up to the "sounds" of my guides.
I suspect my nice peaceful quiet journeys have come to an end.
Nevertheless I could actually hear my guides. It was special
albeit loud. Thank you!!! I have noted however that this is
April 1. (Smile).
CinnamonMoon:
I'm happy to hear it went
so well for you and that you are having such good results. (I
don't think our Guides work with April Fool's jokes though.
Mine never have. LOL) Yes, by all means keep working with this.
Your reactions with your senses is normal and we all hit limits
along the way
that we have to breakthrough on.
You'll do fine now. I'm working on another Dance along these
lines to take things deeper. I think you'll enjoy it. I'll be
posting it soon. Well done, Earthwalker!
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